Saturday, November 12, 2011

A couple of years ago I was visited energetically by something or someone in my bedroom. It felt like a super heavy energy was just looking at me. It was right in front of my bedroom door, next to my side of the bed. I could feel it so clearly. All I could do was hold onto my partner and wait for it to leave (which it did after 5-10? minutes). What was this? Is there something I can do to keep this from happening to me again? Can these things hurt me in any way? Which leads to the question...do I need to put up some sort of protection?

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I've known some other people who've experienced similar visitations.  In each case, they were going through some kind of difficult emotional state, and had unresolved issues with family members.

I feel that our mind is interconnected with the world around us in a very intricate manner.  We only experience the world through our senses, and everything that we perceive is interpreted through our nervous system, our mind.  Some things that seem to be "out there" are actually projections of inner states of anxiety which we are experiencing.  I know that this can bring up some confusion related to, "Can I not even trust my perception of reality?"  I believe that we generally can, but we can benefit from realizing that things "out there" that can seem scary are actually projections of conflicted thoughts/feelings within us.

The ability to project can be very helpful because it's something (unlike our thoughts) that we don't tend to ignore.  I personally believe that everything in the spirit realm is peaceful, and there are no "devils, demons, nasty ghosts, or other negative entities."  My understanding of the spirit realm is that it is all oneness, interconnected, and unified.  Therefore there are no "dark or light" entities because there are no dichotomies.

However, where we live, in the world of duality...there can seem to be dark and light because we are trying to resolve within us various conflicts.  There is no need to protect yourself from anything "out there" because it is all within you.  On a certain level, everything we see and experience around us is a hologram that reflects our internal experience.  Therefore, instead of being concerned about what we may see in our room, we are best off putting our focus upon resolving what is within our mind.

We have to get in touch with all of the various realms of our life that are not clear.  We have to spend time reflecting upon whether or not we have any unfinished business with other people.  We also have to figure out how we "beat ourselves up" with our thoughts, and become more self-loving.  As we become more light within, we no longer sense heavy entities in our vicinity, because there is no more darkness that needs to be projected.  In the interim, think of the energies you perceive as "on your side" because they are there to give you information about yourself.  They can not hurt you.

I recommend watching "My Dinner with Andre" which is about Andre Gregory's spiritual awakening.  In once scene he sees a bizarre looking monster.  Instead of being scared, he realizes that he's going through a very strange time in his life, and when going through a strange time, you run into strange things.  I'm also recalling a guy a former girlfriend told me about who had an acid flashback (presumably) during which everything he could see appeared to be varied shades of blue.  He realized that he could freak out because everything was blue, or he could just surrender to it and say, "How interesting...everything is blue."  He chose the latter.

The spiritual awakening process can involve many bizarre experiences, and sometimes we wonder if we're losing our mind...which can be very scary.  But another way of looking at it is that we have to lose "our mind" in order to connect with what is beyond the mind...the true self...the witness..our inner guidance.  Our mind is generally overrated, so sometimes it would rather freak us out than diminish its own importance.  Don't take any of your experiences too seriously.  Stay connected to a deep sense of faith that everything is unfolding for a deeper purpose, even when it doesn't make sense.

Peace,
Chris

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