Friday, October 22, 2010

The Magnetic Full Moon Arrives in Ten Minutes

I was strongly feeling the "pull" of the full moon this evening. The wall calendar in my kitchen says the full moon isn't until tomorrow, but apparently it goes by a time zone more than 6 hours ahead of mine. I did some research and found http://www.almanac.com/moon which allows you to enter your location to get your exact "full moon time." I was intrigued but not entirely surprised to find that it was about to peak in 15 minutes.

It's strange that I can feel the moon so strongly. I'm a Cancer and so the moon is my "planet" which may have something to do with my sensitivity to this phase. It's now 6:32pm and the moon will be peaking in 6 minutes. Part of me feels like I should do something "special" at the exact moment it peaks, but nothing comes to mind as of yet.

I'll try to describe it's effect on me. Part of me felt sadness earlier, which may have been exacerbated by the weather outside being cloudy. Northern California had an extended summer, and is now getting into the rainy season. I've also felt "scattered" which is another effect I feel from the full moon. I feel as though my mood could change easily from very positive to very negative. Knowing that the full moon is going on helps me from taking these feelings too seriously.

Earlier I was thinking about feeling as though I was part werewolf...feeling like howling, feeling the intensity of the moon. I also felt more irritated than usual, finding myself annoyed with situations or people that wouldn't normally bother me.

Oh moon, I'd hate you for being so difficult energetically if I didn't know on a deeper level that there is a purpose to this increased sensitivity. You are a magnet, and you teach me about every little aspect of ego that lingers within me. You show me whatever I normally try to ignore, even the dark stuff. You're my mirror, and you make sure that no matter what I'm occupying myself with in the material world I will stop and feel everything that is going on that is still unresolved within me.

And now you are peaking as I write these final sentences. Thanks for the discomfort, because I understand it is not some random punishment...it is the price of heightened self-awareness.

Peace,
Chris

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